Stuck in this “human” world, not as fitting for us as “children of the night”…
A wasteful breed dancing in the blinding light…
I see there uncaring nature as they torture for there food, clothes, health, joy, and vanity…
I would never do such things for I respect my food sources and treat them with dignity…
I respect those that give of themselves for my health, wellbeing, and more…
I cannot wait to be in the shadows, this Vampyres home, I will lovingly embrace the door…
What I need is going to be the end of my sanity…
I only hope someone will remain here to keep me sane and comfort me…
All these people I need though there anxiety and stress invades trying to take control…
I must keep this shield tightly around my soul…
I need a shield so it won’t take over me as the demon tries to escape to protect the shell of a man and body…
It feels like the end sometimes but my guide she covers and protects me…
It is impossible anymore to be this “man” with this demon trying to take over the “me” the rest of you see…
Dark mother please help me stay together or whatever is best to save them from the real me…
Wrap me in your warm embrace I return to the darkness once more…
Only thanks to you and my true family, a very few, do I truly press on to endure…
© JP Vanir